Ohai.

This is going to be a difficult blog.

It's going to be as honest as I can bring myself to be.

I'm fat. Like, FAT. Like, I have been for a long time and I've spent probably 4 or 5 years trying to be "ok" with it.

Justifying it.

Making excuses for it.

But it's time to come clean with myself. With everyone around me.

I'm fat. I need to lose 75 pounds. At least.

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