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5 weeks.

Cheated a couple times this past week. But I am at 258 still. Maybe less now. Hopefully. I am closer to getting out. Starting over but getting out. I cannot wait. Now I have this wish; this hope; this dream. It's a low-lit bar. Not a meat market but an actual cocktail bar where people are there to enjoy the drink. There she is, across the room, also alone. I ask the bartender to give her a drink. We talk. We start over. That'd be great.

4 weeks

258. It’s ok. I think macadamias are the culprit of my slowed weight loss. But it’s good. I feel better. No heartburn. But I have an ear infection and have to leave work to go get it looked at.

A fine moment

...when I put on shorts for the 1st time this year and was disheartened when they were tight. Only to realize later it was the size lower than normal. Tight, but they fit. :)

week 3 done.

No change in weight. Weird. I feel like I am losing. But I'll keep going. 260. ewww.

Coming up on 3 full weeks!

I'm not hungry almost ever. My heartburn has almost totally gone away. And After my weigh-in tomorrow, I hope to be into the 250s!
So....I am a stress eater. I've known this. So when shit gets stupid at work and I am stink-eyed for actually being fair and correct, it's time to overeat! Just kidding. Fuck that. I am looking for a new job. And Low Carb continues and I feel fine.

I can dream

Quick update. I feel lighter today. Maybe it's the weather. Or that I am thinking about a vacation to Europe next year. Who knows? Maybe both?